【Part2】Describe a situation that others didn’t tell you the whole truth1

The truth sometimes hurts, especially for the one loved you. Recently, I had a bad time with my girlfriend cuz I concealed something I did secretly from her and she found out lately. I went to visit my ex-girl friend’s grave without telling her and I found an excuse to escaped from a day that we ‘re supposed to stay together. I know she will be unhappy about this thing, but you know I have to do that. Early this April which is the season of Chinese Qing Ming festival, the grave visiting days. I was feeling bad. Sleepless and restless, feeling like something cast a shadow over me. Sometime I even felt a bit diluted, sinking in the miserable memory with my ex-girlfriend and certain kind of depression. I’ve been searching for some freedom in my mind so I think since it’s the Qing Ming, I have to pay her a visit to honor her and I regarded this as a closure which will give me the inner peace. Since I came back from the grave yard, I feel much relieved and finally put myself together. I thought it was just a white lie and it was for the good sake of our long-term relationship. But after week she found out the message that indicates I’ve been to the grave yard with my ex-girlfriend’s family. She was so furious at me, saying I shouldn’t have concealed the truth from her and that was lack of mutual trust. It took me almost a whole week to calm her down and let her know I didn’t mean to hurt her. Until now I still feel regretful about this, it became something we can’t get over now. If I had told her the truth, I think her would let me do, although she will feel a bit sad about this but it still won’t jeopardized our relationship. But now what was done is done, the only thing I can do is to treat her better and help her to forgive and forget.